wahai hti engkau mmg mudah rapuh apbila hti disentuh....salunye hti akn berkaitn dgan perasaan...sume org ad perasaan...cme ia brgntung kpde sseorg mcm mne na atsi perasaan yg sekian2...hti mudh trsentuh bile kite mnglami sesuatu perkare...bg aq bnde2 remeh sbnanye xyh na siyes2 sgt...tp bg ssetgh org lain crenye...cter aq nie xtaw aq na kaitnkn nan sape....tp yg jlas nye hti aq mmg sakit sngt2...yg dlu pnye prut pon x ilang lgi org wat aq...tmbh lg luke bru...sememngnye mnusia mmg xrti yg jge prasaan org ker???aq ase klu aty aq nie bwak kua msti da hncurkn org buat...aq xmnx pon ssape na keciankn aq...tp tlong la hrgai perasaan aq...sifat aq yg mlenye dlu mmg kepoh xleh na dok diam...agk aktif...tpi ble perkara yg mnyakitkn hti dtg aq sndri jdi slow...smpai satu thap ase mcm na dok sndri xna dkat nan org..na pegi jauh2...tp aq taw tu msthil...
aq cbe wat xtaw klu org na skitkn aty..ad org ckp aq nie mcm xde prasaan....wat don know..diam jer per orng wat...dah tu xkn aq na blas per org wat kt aq...tp sfat aq ske lbih jge perasaan org dri perasaan sndri smpai org pjak2 aq...baik kwan ataupn kapel2 yg dlu...bg aq org yg pernh aq knal asenye sume spesies prngai sme....xde prasaan brsalah lngsung skitkn aty org...smpai skunk pon org pjk aq....aq cbe xna skitkn aty org...tp org yg skitkn aty aq...lg satu klu soal hti jgn la dpermainkn skit sgt2 ase...ad sstgh org xkire la lki ker pmpuan ske buat org len jeles...aq taw klmahan aq..mdah bgi hti kt orng...aq xmmpu na tlak perasaan yg dtg...xkn aq na tnjuk kn kmarahan aq kt org pastu na bntak2...lgi org xske...sbb tu aq ske smpan sndri biar org len xtaw per aq ase...dgn senyuman dpt smbnyi kn 1001 msalah...
skunk nie aq akui org sekeliling aq syg kt aq...dn prasaan trhdap sseorg indvdu menaikkn smngt aq skunk...pnyuntik smngt la ktekan...heheh...slpas aq jdi diam slame bbrape bln sblom nie...tp kdg2 aq ase mcm tpok sblah tgn...andai tu trjdi....hurmm...xtaw la aq lpas nie cmner...mgkin ssah na trime...hilng la smngt...klu bley aq xna jdi mcm dlu...klu jdi cmtu...brt aq trun...mcm2 skit dtg..hurmm..tp ape pon keadaan aq ttp kne kuat smngt...klu bab perasaan berlwanan jntina mmg ssah na duga...tpi.....hurmmm ntah la...aq pon xtaw na ckp cmner...tp kite berserah jer pd tuhn yg mngthui...
opppsss...trlbih suda...hehehe...
brblik pd cter tdi...sbnanye yg aq alami skunk nie...marah ad...sdih ade..tkot..cmburu ade...hahaha...ase mcm na cekik org pon ade..hehhe...(gurau jer)...tpi per yg blku skunk...mncri org ktika seng jer...ble ssah sume lri...aq bkn na brkire...tpi tolong la...brtimbg ase skit...actually aq pnat jge perasaan org...sbb org xprnah jge perasaan aq..aq nie na kte kuat touching tu xde la...stkat ngade2 jer... klu 'bergurau ksar' yg mlbatkn tntg perasaan aq akn jdi snsitif...
skunk nie aq tgh final...n akn cti dlm sblan lbih...cti nie la...klu bley aq xna ase pe2 da...na tngkn skjap...haha...hurmm..psal prasaan tkot aq tdi...kdg2 aq dok sndri pon ley nangis sndri...lgi satu skunk nie asyk fkir psal keadaan lpas kite mti...hurmm..tu yg buat aq lgi brhti2...per yg aq wat...n aq bdoa spye aq brade kt lndsan yg btl...ckup la cter2 lme yg byk mngundang dosa...
k lah...aq stop kt snie jer la...t lgi brgnang air mte aq...:)
♥ AH ♥ diingati
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cehhhhh...bab2 jiwang no 1 ekk...hehe
hahaha...wekkkk
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